09.21.04 - 2:21 p.m.
angry

so john has himself convinced that i'm diseased now...all because of my cock-sucking cheating ways.

bryan and i had gone out for dinner and drinks...before calling it a night, we decided to stop somewhere for one last drink. and who's sitting at a table in plain sight when we walked in the door? yes, mr. lovely.

i just pretended that i didn't see him...and finally he left, but as soon as he did the phone calls started.

"i feel sick that i ever slept with you. you're a disgusting whore. fucking bitch. you make me sick. you've probably been fucking everything that walks." etc etc etc

what the fuck?

I'VE NEVER CHEATED ON ANYONE IN MY LIFE.

i know deep down that he's doing all this to try to make himself feel better because i hurt him. i know that i hurt him, but i'm tired of being accused of things that i didn't do.

now what?

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